frustating day....

after many days its booze. so i m sentimental you know. today our team lost; what can be worst than this. i hav been watching the match with some joint under me and i was sooooo much involved in the game.this team lost because some guys dont play the game in right spirit.you may not have the talent but giving your 100% is always possible for you and unless you do this your team cant win or at least it will not be a good team. when someone discuss that i should have been in the team without having any practise under his belt you know how it feels.... what the fuck is this yaar. you are not here to build your career and even then you are so much desperate to be in the team. what does this show? this shows only that you are here so desperate and frustrated to gain some respect that you can never play the game in right attitude. i simply dont like this attitude.