changing times

yesterday i was drinking so much, after really a long time. Its not the quantity that matters but the aftereffects. Before yesterday night whenever i drank i was really comfortable and sometimes even the slight loss of control was not there. But last night only after 2 beers and some whisky i was vomitting like hell...i dont know what is this with the booze...sometimes it wont effect you a bit and at times it can drive you crazy...today i am in my full senses and totally sane, sometimes this feels great.

when i am drunk i become more concious and think a bit differently, if i am not senti....this state is an exception...i can do really wierd things in that situation which i can't think of in my rarest dreams.

god knows what i will write in tomorrows test but its not a problem, many tests have come and gone. i have not worried abt those so called important exams so why now...have a good sleep and copy very carefully in the test...